For I'm losing a great friend.
I've never lost somebody close to me,
I don't even know how to cope.
I try not to think about it.
Memories plague me.
I thought she was getting better
But I was wrong.
She looks so fragile
like a delicate vase.
I feel so useless
I wish I could do something to take the pain away.
If only her pain was my pain.
Mixed emotions.
Anger.
Sadness.
Confusion.
Why is life so unfair,
I don't even understand.
It's only a matter of time I hear.
I feel devastated.
